What can be better than a swan dive into the asphalt? . . . . .
If I jumped off a bridge would you go with me?
Do you want to feel the wind in your hair?
Do you want to fly?
Would you hold my hand?
Would you let me drown?
Do you smile?
Do you frown?
Did I let you down.
You see me as a clown. I can tell by how you give me the run around.
Heart racing caution flag waving.
Fake
Fake
Fake
Rake up
Rake up
Rake up
Fake friends before the night begins.
Take them to the bin.
We are not the same.
Demons
Dementia
Dinero
Defcon
Defense
Distant
Distorted
Truth is I been dead for years. Down payment, plot, deep, cement cage, flowery top, watered with tears.
You can see the pain in my laugh.
Cry now, Cry later.
Ash smoke misbehave. . . .
Ring Ring on the other line I talk to people in heaven. They want me to join them. Save the Suffering. Let be real, I roll like a leaf and blaze the fire. Up in smoke and gone with the wind. This is my last sin.
Fill my brain with drama, cry out scripts, blow out bliss
God Hand w/rights my c/rhymes
End myself with this thing on my hip.
This is my last dance . . . vibe, or hide
Death knocks will you answer?
Death texts do you reply?
Confront or denied
slide deeper darker
Inescapable
Unspeakable
Glues and hues keeps you on your knees. . . .
Power of words keep you on your knees . . ..
Pull the pin
Ready to end it all
Harness the truth and seek the light . ..
You can't see
You're blind
Left behind
No one left,
Your/e wrong
Not w/right
Keep walking until your/e out of sight.
Out of my
Out of mine
Out of mind
No one knows me
Everyone No's me
Don't need anyone
God keeps me on me knees
I'm a sinner my depression is my punishment.
I make my bed and blow my head off
Put myself to sleep.
Open casket dress nice
You don't recognize me.
When the last time you seen me?
When the last time you heard me?
When the last time you heard me?
When the last time you heard me? . . . . .
Hole in my heart
Bullet hole
Hot lead in head
microwaved brains smells like rotten fish
blood splatter
blood everywhere
blood everywhere
Crying blood
pissing blood
shitting blood
blood coming out my mouth
blood coming out of my mouth feel good.
warm blood tastes like iron
licking warm blood off the wall . . .
licking warm blood off her walls . . l
whales scream sirens sing
fish eggs period blood two knives one wife
no extra life no extra point
no redos
doo doo
doo doo
I wish you knew
I wish you knew
I wish you knew
?
Do you want to feel the wind in your hair?